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ok goodnight!

ok, a lil while ago i passed out during dance practice, and ever since then i have felt odd.....so i was going to go to the doc about that.

two weeks ago i injured my knee, and it felt better after a couple days, but then the next dance practice i twisted it and i fell down in pain......and now it still hurts really bad....so something is wrong with it....

so right now im limping around, and im going to the doc on thursday......but next week i have camp, and i already paid 160 dollars, so i have to go....so that sucks.
in a month i have a BIG show i have to do, and right now im missing all the dance practices, so it sucks really bad and i only know SOME of the dance!

if you all could pray for me that would be really helpful ok! im really feeling the pressure right now and im freaking out.

OMG i just went to a dance for my church, and it was sooo fun!
i met this guy named uh.....i forget, but i re-named him william!
anywho, he was really hot, but them as soon as he spoke i was all.....
"your gay arent you?"
"i play for both teams actually."
"wow"
"yup."
"....i like your hair..."
"omg your too!"

it was pretty funny, but then....he said to grab his butt....and i did......and then i said,
"you sir, have a very nice buttocks"
"omg thank you!"

again very funny, i also met this girl....who's name i cant temember either, and she said,
"if i was a guy, i would do you."
and i was like
"......"

but they turned out to be best friends, and it was uber amounts of funnnnn.

yes sorry about this lil rant, but it was AMAZING.

Ok, after everything that has happened to me, I'm glad to report that my life has made a HUGE turn around!
My dad is getting help, all the people that hate me are leaving me alone, I have the best friends anyone could ask for, and my art is picking up again. (Sorry, but my scanner still wont work so you wont get to see any of it for a while....

ok, I have been through hell and back, and I can still prance around like a complete idiot with a smile on my face and a song in my heart.
You see, I can deal with stressful things like nothing.....SO WHY IS THIS BOTHERING ME SO MUCH!?!?! grrr

Ok you see.....theres this boy.....
and I hate him......
And he hates me.....
and we have hated each other for 6 years....
but now...
things are....different....
I'm starting to have "feelings" for him...

One day he was nice to me...and it toally thew me off, and i was mad at him at first, but then i started liking the idea of us being friendly, and then i liked the idea of us being friends, and then i liked the idea of him liking me, and then i liked the idea of me liking him, and then i liked the idea of us going out.......and then i didnt like that idea anymore.

I DONT WANT TO LIKE HIM! im supposed to hate him! grrrrrrrr grrrrrrrr grrrrrrr

how do i get this feeling to stop? i havnt liked anyone this much for a very...very...VERY long time......and its driving me nuts!
and even if i i liked the idea of liking him, he would never like me back, im just too weird.....

let me break it down for you...

KELLI:
Is goofy,
is friendly,
likes pda,
finds it hard to get up in the morning,
is an artist/writer,
likes to uplift people,
likes silly people.


HE WHO SHALL NOT BE NAMED:
Is serious,
is hostile,
hates pda,
gets up every morning with ease,
doesn't share his hobbies,
makes people feel stupid,
hates everyone but becka...

....see the difference?
oh and beck is the only one he likes at seminary.....she is ust about the prettiest girl you will ever see....

sad isnt it? not really. its pathetic, after all the abuse i have taken, to be the most upset over this? it makes no bloody sense!

I just got back from a dance about two seconds ago.
It was sooo fun! All you guys will be so proud of me, I got a MOSH PIT started at a MORMON dance!!!!! mormons hate moshing! I cant believe I started it! not just one of my friends but ME!!!!!! GAH! soooo proud of myself you have no idea!!!
all these older boys kept on asking me for my number.....i only gave it to one cuz he was really nice. sooo not looking for a boyfriend right now!
anywho! yeah, it was fun.....oh and me and zool got everyone to do OUR dance!!!! It was amazing!!!!! utterly amazing!
oh and zools little boyfriend went and they were soooo cute! they were dancing and giggling and it made me smile!!!!!
All my watchers rock and I love you to death!!!!
Pretty much, tonight made life seem just a little bit sweeter! MORMON MOSH PIT!!!!!!!!!!